Gratitude

many things happened, and, basically is a no-good thing, definitely.

you know what? the enzyme i was working on supposedly to be ACE, and do you have any idea that ACE has 2 different isoenzymes? where isoenzyme means different amino acid structure of course! and? i was studying of ACE on RAS and this should be ACE1~

guess what?

i had docked all ACE2.

meaning i had taken the wrong enzyme from the start and this ACE2 differs from ACE1 cuz they have a missing pocket. and they usually take it for the screening of SARS medication.

ahha!

yeap, i have to redock everything.

and you know what? linux cannot be opened if you got ur pc reformatted haahaahaa.....

and my pc was reformatted, and i cant get into my linux.

i got jacy's help, with her laptop, i prepare all the files, while preparing? alot of errors went wrong and i have to do it again.

should i be happy or disappointed as why everything happened to me last minute?

in fact, jacy said: you should be grateful you found out its wrong before you continue.

which is very true. i am very grateful i have friends around to help me out, and supervisor kind enough to guide me through by meeting me up later to set up for my whole program (as i am a noob in this and he's the expert)

not forgetting Kenny piglet >.<

he had stayed awake after work for like 7 hours trying to get my pc back to linux again, where he failed, and he's the one to hug me when i was crying tearfully thinking as if the world is going to end, and he's the one who assure me that everything will be okay.

i'd now gained conscious, and i would not let all my fellow people down >.<

i promise i will get everything done before the submission date.

redock? regrid? everything becomes clearer now, i can get through this!! arghghh!!

you really dont want to know how much time i used to spend to look for 1 file, and why this go wrong, why that kenot run in linux. in linux, everything is code/scripts. blah! T.T

Sabah Trip

anyone is interested in visiting Sabah? hee. i got a friend who can arrange everything for me, which island to visit, what to do, what to eat, where to stay, and everything. :)

think about it?

we have Kinabalu Park and Poring Hot Spring (obviously Kundasang is real cold just like Genting, or even more cold, addition with the Hot Spring, ahhhh! what do you want more?)

we have Tuaran Water Village (sorry, no idea what is this, teehee)

Mountain Kinabalu Climbing? (make sure you have enough stamina before doing this! i still remember the last time i went is when all of my family members climbed this freaking mountain but leave me alone coz im only age 9. :( so yea, in short, i haven't climbed it, before. *SHAMEEEE*)

we also have this white water rafting (wee!!! looks fun!!! i never go rafting before!!! =D)

of course not forgetting Pulau Tiga Island if you ever hear of Mud spa thing, yea? good for ur skin, :P indulge urself into er, mud. :D

River Cruise Safari (to see proboscis monkeys! have you ever seen one before? its similar to orang utan addition with its SUPER LONG NOSE. i'd visited them once only, hehe.)

last but not least, Sandakan Orang Utan la! and Sea FOod! yahoo.

anyone?

contact me. and view the brochure. wakakakkaa!

ARGH!

MY KITCHEN EFFING STINKS!!!

dont ask me why i dont clean up, okay? it is really in its worst condition, if any of you will be around here to take a sneak peek on my kitchen, i am very sure that you wouldn't want to step into my kitchen, for the rest of your life. (alright, not that bad la.)

you know all those rubbish u cleared in the kitchen? with "kuah", watery, like soup of the maggi, and some gravvy sauces? or whatever you can think of, watery, and stinks? just imagine all the combinations of this, including all those cans, drinks, yada yada, all in a plastic bag, FANTASTIK! that's how you make your house stinks. -.-"

i came back on Sunday, and i realize there are drop/drips of all these stinky stuffs. (like when ure trying to clear the fucking rubbish in the kitchen with all those watery stuff in it, and the plastic bag happens to leak, and those you know? brown drippings from the plastic bag) there you go on how you "patternized" your own floor. -.-" i saw those drips from my house main door to the kitchen. BRAVO. great job T_T

today is the day

today is the day things get stinky and aha! i found another 2 plastic bag hanging on the door knob of the kitchen, and still dripping, fresh! *pukes*

not forget to mention all those unidentified flying creatures surrounding this door knob, scrumptious meal they have!

oh, i had my water supply cut yesterday. GREAT! -.-"

due to some overdue maintenance fees in Cyberia, and they decide to torture us a while, this torturing lasted from 2pm till 8pm. and i cant even shit when i feel like to, cause there's no water -.-"

see? i had an absolutely great life here in cyberia. :) Great place with Great "people".

Sunway-Day :)

its the end of my mock OSCE and dammit, i had done pretty bad in there >.<

what the heck, its okay la, since its mock only, that's the reason why we're docking mock aren't we? :)

initially i thought we could all wrap up by 1pm? where Kenny and I decided to go for platinum in Cineleisure for the movie 2012 (it is effing cheap, RM25 for weekdays before 6pm, so why not) but aye, i end up coming home at 430pm and there goes my platinum T_T

so? we cant do anything, as we had a plan with the rest for steamboat in "Yuen", Sunway. instead of going to cineleisure, we just head to Sunway for a walk hee. and we are pretty hungry, so? we're dragging our feet and time, and we found this:

what is this? there's a super long queue and it is named as "Hot Rou"

sorry about the pics, i wasn't tall enough, =.=" alright

look at that, they serve Phrata and Crispy Wrap :)

Here are the list of choices u can pick from for your wrap

it really caught our attention you know, not only the long queue, the way they prepare the wrap is really mouthwatering. u can see they put on melting cheesedale cheese on top of the phrata, together with meat slices, parsley, onions and of course not leaving out pepper and chillis powder and mayo! *slurps*

we finally made a hard decision (keke) for picking pizza as beef pepperoni is always our favourite! in phrata wrap :) of course i will go for phrata wrap, the wrap is smaller, but the ingredients and fillings are totally the same with the crispy wrap which is approximately 15 cm in diameter whereas the phrata is around 10cm in diameter. and they used grated cheese slices for phrata whereas sliced cheesdale cheese (which is around 1/4 of every pc of cheese) and placed 4/5 pieces on top of the Crispy (hey crispy is huge, and there must be times where u bite the wrap off with no fillings!)

but it is totally different from phrata wrap :) see this!

can u believe this? *hyped*! u can see the beef pepperoni rite? u can see the melted mayo and cheese slices, right?

oh my gosh, i was smiling to myself goofy-ly when i saw that.

look at him! he almost even finish my portion!!!

this phrata wrap really make your day! honestly! it is so absofuckinglutely delicious, savoury, delightful, delicate, yummy, toothsome, enjoyable, tasty, appetizing, mouthwatering, salivating etc! definitely will return for it again! just for you, phrata wrap, muah muah muah!!

ju-on found in Sunway Pyramid T_T!

we headed to cineleisure for our 2012 after our steamboat :) played pool with Kenny while waiting the show to get started (hehe, yup! im trying to learn playing pool from Kenny, thanks for your patience, haha, im a real noob!)

awesomeness! :))

He is perfect for her 300 orgasms a day

He is perfect for her 300 orgasms a day

are you kidding me?

this female had 300 orgasm per day!!!! and she finally found someone to satisfy her with an average number of intercourse: 10. :D

thats, err..

AWESOME.

hope you live happily ever after, yea?

>.<

Attachment in KKPJ

today is the first day i attached to KK Putrajaya, and we had an unexpected visitor....which is Prof W.

err? *ALARMED*

but he turns out to be really cute and nice and fun to talk with :D

we attended the briefing together (which is conducted in BM?) and he's actually curious and confuse on our usage of BM and english in our daily life. hehe.

since our presentation is in BM, he wonders how we usually interact with each other, language wise. =P

he also would like to know if our classes were conducted in BM or in english, and he questioned why our classes or presentation or things werent in BM.

answer? =) i say: coz the textbooks we used is in English! :D brilliant, isnt it?

heheheh

we went for tea break together, as they prepare some light meals for us. and? i was sitting next to him :S (thanx to syapiq........ -.-)

he was so confounded when he saw my name :S

he asked, is Phyllis a typical Malay name?

me: !!? i had this english name as im a born Catholic :P

i think this puzzled him more.

"are you a Malaysian?"

*grins*

i put it this way: im a Malaysian Chinese who is also a born Catholic. and im from Borneo XD

you know, i get the same expression from all Kwai-los i met this lately.

Prof W. is the second one. the first Kwai-lo i ever met is Kenny's colleague. Kenny and i were eating in The Walk when suddenly his european colleague dropped by and asked if he can join us.

he gave me the exact expression when he get to know im a Catholic, and this is what he says

"i cant believe we actually reach you guys in Borneo"

yeah! there is a bishop in sabah too! :)

:D

yup yup, people tends to be mystified with our multi-race and religions. impressive? you decide :P

since im saying that he's cute, i was trying to find some pic on him? and i found this pic quite cute (when i was browsing the thumbnails), and guess who i found him in a picture with?

*beams*! my beloved dean! arent they cute? =)

owh >.<

he asked me some questions on CNS (not to test your knowledge in CNS, instead, its more to hows the syllabus like and classes and stuffs) however, he stopped and laughed when he saw my frightened face (as i looked terrified with my eyes wide opened coz i thought he's asking me those stuffs hehe)

seriously, CNS got unknown mechanism of action, okay? hehehe. i cant answer anyone at all. wait till i had gone crazy then i will tell u whats all about our central nervous system :D

TDM presentation

this TDM thing, attachment and thing, really gotten me mad.

luckily i had just gone over everything, now report is what left. =P

we started this presentation like around 3? or 3+?

after drawing lots and stuffs, im the first to go -.-" where usually the first one was shot real teruk by our lecturers >.<

guess what? im the first one -.-"

but i had nothing to say, since im the last one to pick the lot (you know what, i usually do this, wait till everyone draws and im taking the last one. why is that so? coz i wont blame myself whenever i got the last or the first or anything, coz its because of that is what left. do you get me? LOL)

ya. im the first one.

and hehehehehehehe. should i be happy? or what?

a new lecturer came in, and comment on my case :) though she still comment, and i feel slightly stress, but i think im doing fine =P and i actually think that this new lecturer really good in all these! i mean commenting on ur cases or stuffs like that. kinda inspiring without really pressuring you down (though i felt pressured too haha...)

alright, now what i have to do is to prepare my report, and to get things started on my thesis. had just handed in my Chapter 1 and hopefully i dont need to alter anymoree >.<>

DANG IT, I WILL SURVIVE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

oh yeah, i was planning to head back sandakan since quite a number of friends are going back, hehe. Kenny boy, i gotta leave you alone here in KL and be good will ya?

dont give me that look lorrr... :P

Genting Trip

i went to Genting with hun again on Saturday to meet up with his parents >.<

as usual, we drove up and its effing cold especially on rainy days (its raining yesterday isnt it?) its a short trip anyway, reached around evening and return at night, even thought of catching the midnight show on the movie 2010. >_<

1st stop definitely the Mango outlet :)

and you know what? i got myself another bargain there! :D i got myself a white sheer capri pants for myself for just RM33! gosh and Mex1 is all the sizes left :) im getting one for sis too :) know you left ur previous white sheer capri in one of the hotels during hols and ure tearful over it :P teehee.

we had our scrumptious dinner by ourselves in Latte. (or is it Latte? whatever it is...) salads, coleslaw, minestone soup ?! steak and pork chop, wedges. :)

look how cute he is :) <3!

;) chillin' in Starbucks. its christmas! wooo.... >.<

♥ you to bits!

sad case :( we donated some of our savings to Genting. T____T should have worn a red undie instead. T_T

and we cant make it to the 2010 midnight show! T____T you know what? it is fully sold. even midvalley, alamanda, everywhere. oh gosh. T___T

:(

i wan a Fendi B bag.
>:(

Nickelback

=( this song made me cry. i miss you daddy. =( i cant even bear the thought of it.

ahem. bad stuffs.

you know what?

i was talking to Jacy complaining there are 3 classes right before our TDM presentation tomorrow as there's an additional class of Dr. Affendi (which is also the 传说中very 靓仔 one... translation: well-known of his good-looks) as the juniors used to have class with him and started to gush on how handsome he is. ha! i finally got the chance! =P

ok la, so i was, cool, at least i stop complaining, even though our break time is not that much and its our TDM tomorrow ( i have to keep on stressing that its my TDM session tomorrow la, u dont know how stress i am trying to do my PCI. i started off with 11 PCIs, and now to 8 PCIs coz i dont wan to talk too much wahAHhaa.. >.<) and i told Jacy, fine, ok la, nevermind, i must wear nicely tomorrow. Jacy asked me to put on lipstick as well (on my teeth too)

i LOLed.

you probably dont know, as i never talk about it. yesterday we're doing this attachment thing in Hosp. Kajang, and erm, "someone" had her lipstick on her teeth. we initially didnt notice (or should i say, we dont know anything about it), but Ain told us about it when we're in the car and we cant stop ourselves from laughing. LOL.

if you would like to know who is this someone, ask me personally, LOL. i wudnt reveal her name here, of course!

hint: She's not a patient in Hosp. Kajang.

XD

toodles. gotta get back to my PCIs. bacteria sucks!

im not a monster T_T

Kenny tapao-ed the famous nasi lemak from PJ for me T_____T and its packed in 2 polystyrene boxes! do you think i can finish them?

no lor. T_T sob~~

now im stuck.

anyway, thanx honey for the delivery sealed with hugs!

*beams*

aw! sis just ask me to reconfirm my order on a Gucci bag from Euro. yay!!

she's going to Euro for a month on Dec, i cant wait to get my Gucci bag! ngek ngek ngek ngek~~~~!!! or Louis Vuitton better? enlighten me, please. :)

aww, bet she's going to get herself a limited edition or something from Louis Vuitton.

when i get to go to Europe and buy things without a second thought? :)

what will you get?

Louis Vuitton Neverfull Damier MM?

Gucci Jolie medium tote bag?

burberry novo check tote bag?

thats the only choices i have from each of them due to im still a student >_<

thanx sis, <3 you to bits!

comments/thoughts?

Stress T____T

stresss. :(

research's due date is coming soon and im doomed. *sobs*

still correcting my introduction part =(

worst still, TDM this week! *sniffles*

sad case.

should i go back to hometown during christmas holidays??

aww, its been ages since i last went back to sandakan, and im missing papa and mama. but, my christmas without friends suck there! T_T no one is around, besides Michelle, (if she didnt fool me :P) who else? Edwin Chang, Hwa Hwa, im missing you guys already T_T my kaki. =(

should i? or shouldn't i?

if im staying back, erm, i never have my christmas here in KL, especially with a darling around *blushes* wanted to celebrate my christmas and new year with YOU. :) if YOU dont mind, teehee.

Things you can't miss!

Giant in OUG is selling Pringles 160g for RM2.99!

Pringles available are cheese, sour cream and onion, basil and garlic, tomato salsa and much more!

shouldn't you go grab yourself these goodies at price like that? =)

i got myself 2 cans and Kenny did too! =)

if you're a male, you should stop reading this post now. now go back to your work or leave this site. =P

oh yeah! the Parkson Grand there are having lingerie fair on Xixili lingeries. :) and i got myself some! their bra are quite comfy to me but sadly cant get the 1 i liked most due to no size :(

and you know what? its my first time! *blush*

i mean its my first time having a sales girl to wear/adjust a bra for me. LOL.

but nothing much, haha, the technique she taught me to wear a bra is exactly how i wear a bra. *giggles*

aw, i feel like drinking sarsi now. T_T

addicted!

another weekend is over >_<

we went to midvalley to catch a movie and, as expected, there's a super long queue in front of GSC counter (when the long queue ever disappear!!!?)

there's quite a number of choices that we could pick from what movie to watch, isnt it?

there are:

1. time traveller's wife

2. poker king

3. jennifer's body

4. ninja (wtf is that, i had no idea. wait till i watch the trailer first)

5. phobia 2

last but not least, 6. nobita in cantonese.

alright, after that long queue, we finally get in front of the counter and get our ticket.

well, too bad, all 1st 3 choices i had made earlier are fully booked (its not exactly full, but there's 1 or 2 rows left which is the rows near the screen but we wudnt want out neck to become stiff after that..yeah, for GSC only, but you can trust cathay's one always :) they got really superb seatings even though its the most front row ever)

what do we left?

ninja? like i'd mentioned earlier, we have no idea what on earth is that.

phobia? dang, leave me out all these movies okay?

we picked nobita. finally.

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yeah u see that smiley face.

DANG IT! worthless!! totally worthless!! ABSOEFFINGLUTELY wasting money! :(

kenny almost dozed off, or he actually did?

i was trying so hard to enjoy myself along that movie. =S

there's a crappy plant who speaks, yeah u hear me, he speaks. and they named it "树仔" what an eff-ing name, it makes me think of potatos (yeah, sandakanians called potatos as 薯仔)

actually the name wasnt that bad, isnt it?

worst part is, that plant really irritating, annoying, disturbing!

he cant speak another word other than "KI"

yeah u hear me right, its "KI"

so all the way, ki ki ki..kikikikiki~~~

and we all go insane @.@ we practically wan to scream out loud . -_-

not to mention the seats in cinema 17 stinks!

yeah u hear me correctly! they stinks! i swear i rather not watch any movie if all movies had to be showed in cinema 17! pergh! really stinks! like those go-cart helmet? or like those ..argh. u know what "stinks" means dont you!?

this whole "simply-pick-a-movie-coz-the-one-we-want-to-watch-is-not-available-plan" is a disastrous one. -_-

not to mention our dinner.

we're thinking of going to the newly opened TGIF in gardens, they look great! but when we're at the atm in carrefour, we saw "popoye", just opposite KFC. so we thought of giving it a try, noting that we can hav TGIF the next day in The Curve, which is in our plan, to go to The Curve the next day.

trust me, its a total disaster as well. the chicken is not as good as KFC, i should say. the shrimps are real small ones which is not worth for money (we should have guessed it earlier). however, their mashed potato are better than KFC :) and their fries, of course! their fries are like A&W's curly fries :) with spices! of course the portion are real .. tiny. -.-"

okay, thats how we ended our friday. crappy. crappy!

luckily our saturday isnt something like that :P

i miss pasar malam's fried sotongs :(

yippie yay yay!

you know what? i just had my clinical presentation and thank God it goes okay with it *coughs*

sometimes, u know, it depends on which lecturer you got, lucky for me, really, coz im the first to present (which i offer it myself!)

aye! i am now getting myself readied to go out later with my piglet to our favourite place for movie and food! i seriously need this break right now~ hehe. and now i am counting the minutes to meet him up (glad that he's having his morning shift this week! at least we can at least enjoy our Friday night! hehehe. should we go TGIF for dinner instead, since its a friday?) XD miss the mac and cheese. :(

toodles, till then =)

another happy day in Hosp. Kajang

yes, from my post, u can reckon that im having a great day with my coursemate and lecturers :)

one of our lecturer were unable to present, and we're so happy to have Mdm. Semira to do our patient counselling with us! both Jacy and I were practically shrieking and jumped immediately for joy! *coughs* u know what, nevermind, but the fact is, we enjoy to have Mdm. Semira around! she's inspiring, helpful, and really enjoyable having her explaining stuffs to u. :) love you heaps!

lucky for me, my patient is not discharged yet, like i had mentioned earlier. heh. but i really do hope he's getting better, well, he coughs lesser at least by now~ Jacy's patient had been discharge, :S i wouldnt say it is the worst scenario, actually, since we do another mock counselling with Ain as the pakcik. :) its fun though~!

oh yeah, you know what? we kinda hear a doctor screaming, well not exactly screaming, probably shouting at the top of his lungs, okay too exaggerating, probably erm, talked real loud? towards another doctor who is doing his houseman i supposed, talking over stuffs like why dont you effing do the C&S test towards him and yada yada yada. (i add that "effing" word myself, just to, you know, sort of give you an impression what kinda tone it is) and that we should do the best for the patient!

alright, here's the point. yes, we all agree at the fact we should do our best for the patient's health, in fact, really. however, erm, criticising your juniors in front of patients and other younger generation? thats kinda bad idea, isnt it? we were all so frighten O.O wtf? i hope we're not blocking your way or anything, please dont scold me im still learn for God's sake! >.<

:(

i think i shud get myself emotionally readied for my ass to be kicked when i'm out in hospital next time. hehe. should i get it padded? or not?

oh did i tell you about Mdm. Semira telling us stories in psychiatric ward? hahaha. sounds fun! and btw, she has a real good expression, i cant stop myself from laughing seeing her mimicking the psychiatric patient and what do they do when she's around. =)

thanx for bringing us joy and stressless-ness. :)

a new beginning :)

hello peeps, i had dumped my old blog 'cuz it is way too polluted as u can see, phyllis is equals to sweetheart. yeah i am serious! got it checked in dictionary.com and it comes out this:

see, thats what i had told you earlier, you should have trusted me. :)

and oh yeah, i dont like the green leaf definition, so i prefer the country girl or sweetheart instead. :)

oh gosh, i am supposed to be working on my patient counselling in Hospital Kajang tomorrow, i pray that my patient is not discharged yet ( i know i am mean! oh gosh!) but if he's discharged, i gotta get myself another case and re-clerk it, that sucks, okay. T_T

seriously im not being mean. ): i hope he recovers too, definitely :) but just dont leave the hospital, yet. let me talk to you, first. okay?

yup yup, here i go with my new blog, just to keep my english proficiency (wouldn't want myself go retarded later. hee.) please dont get me wrong, i didnt mean that those who dont blog are retards, is just that i need to write something down frequently to keep myself sane, thats all. and of course, some funny stories? bet u all will be anticipating, huh? *beams*

guess i shud go, toodles. :)

p/s: my bed is conquered by some piglets who is hugging my mickey soft toy. >:( do i need to sleep on the floor tonight!?