Narcissism

Please, don't get all abhor over my obsession. I was still taking pictures of myself when working time is nigh xD it is ridiculous when you feel all perk up on a random Thursday :) anyway, it all happened way before that dreadful memo made its way to me -_- the bungler in my department is up to something again! Gosh :(

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Jacky the Fatty, the new comer!

He's just too cute! so fat! look at him! =P

Another haircut

this is a hair cut done by my colleague's brother, Just Cut in Sibuga, Sandakan. my head costs RM15 only. :D not bad huh? at least its cheap, will cut shorter more i think. :x

Again and again!

There's electricity shortage, again, I meant noww!!!! :( I was thinking to get a table, to finish up my work peacefully instead of watching tv and procrastinate, like I always do :/ oh God why don't you let me settle down nicely when I decided to be good? :(

Anyway, here are some pics on my new pups :) how cute! There are 3 of them, (actually 4, but its gone after birth :( ), they are exactly like chipmunks! Especially there's one of them which is extraordinarily FAT! He really does look like Theodore!! Teehee. Well, mom is going to give them away but my bro wants to keep one of them. And he pickssss

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Theodore! The fat one! Its super cute! Though his face looks weird, but he looks like a bear from the back! Due to the obesity I guess. Bro picks that coz he's ahem, equal, I guess? Ahaahhaah!

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Tinnitus

I hope my fking tinnitus will just go away!! I can't stand the vertigo anymore :(
Seen ENT specialist and got my wax cleared and my deafness resolved last week. I got deaf again yesterday!!! I wonder is it due to the stupid "Friday" song by Rebecca Black I heard on Thursday night :/ have you heard that? Its friggin' annoying, kay? The tune get stuck in my friggin' head! -_- "credits" to Kenny who showed me that irritating youtube MTV!

Okay, time to eat. Yippieyyy

















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I'm a patient.

I used to counsel patient, discharge, dispense, and everything. 

But now, i'm the starring. 

Guess how it feels? 

i feel numb, emotion-less, smile-less, without any facial expression, quiet, dumb, deaf, blind.

I seriously can't believe its happening to me.

I'll be fine, I promised. I hate making everyone around me worrying about me. 

I'll be fine. 

Newcomers in the blogsphere!

My friend had just opened up a new blog selling dresses and stuffs. :) please support ya!

http://thepresent4.blogspot.com/

my own

yup! i got my own chop finally! it had been OOS for the past few weeks, till today! i finally get it done. isnt it cute huh? i never seen such cute chop for the past 20 years =P hehehhe..

its seriously handy!!

ahha! sorry to be that sampat, but im really excited =P

yippiey! its holiday tomorrow, ahAHAha! :DD

Check this out! =P

Hey you! 

hehe. i know i have not been posting new posts since God knows when. =P i just stepped into working life and life's getting a bit busy. err, well, not exactly as i was attached to both very relaxing stations, teehee. Firstly galenical, and now pre-packing. will be leaving pre-packing to somewhere new next week =P

anyway, still kinda busy need to go through journals as to prepare myself for proposal presentation next week. =/ seriously doomed. dahhh!

anyway, i'm here not to blab about my work life and stuffs, hehe, i am here to share something with you! you better check this out! =P

CLICK ME~

hehe.

the owner of the blog spend $1 on a piece of cloth (well, its some kind of clothings where you will not be wearing somehow) everyday (meaning she'll be having new 365 pieces of new items in her wardrobe!). she'll alter them into something wearable, ahha! with all the sewing n stuffs. awesome creativity she has there!

do make sure u'll be checking it yeah! :DD

ciao!

16 hours more.

16 hours more, i'll be heading home already. :(

Teddy and I we're getting all emotional, *sigh* we have no idea when will be the next time we will be meeting each other again. 

sobs.

no worries honey, I'll miss you every single day, hope u'll do the same. XD 

*Rösti from Marche for dinner again!* yippie. 

New love:

Miu Miu bags (gosh, they all looked really lovely! Miu Miu is officially in my wishlist! To: you know who, you still owe me one! =P you're the one who started this Miu Miu craze in me! nek ngek ngek)

another one: Paul Smith. Their colorful stripes just got me go nuts! hehe. 

Imma get myself a bag, branded but affordable canvas bag. I have this sudden urge of buying one. 

That's all for now, gotta go out for my last day shopping with Teddy! =)

Its Friday!

 Yeah! Its Friday already! Its Day 7 after i had graduated. teehee. 

Things to be completed:

Terminate my Streamyx in Cyber (Have to wait till I withdraw some money out. I am seriously broke right now!)

Bringing some of my Pharmacy books to my cousin? :) *was hoping she can clear my stuffs for me hehe!*

Tony Roma Lunch? <-- guess this will have to wait :( I'm not really sure when we can eat this again since Kenny starts to work next week

I had visited Souled Out for the second time in my life. I had longed to go there for their carbonara again but don't even have the time. Last night i hung out with the girls again, its been a week since i last seen them! hehe! they are busy packing I guess =)

so lazy! i guess they were amazed that i had everything packed hehe

but all my stuffs are jumbled up here! T.T

speaking of Souled Out, we ordered the carbonara linguini and the salmon alfredo~
the carbonara really disappoints me :( its no longer as nice as i had eaten it before >.<
but the salmon alfredo is superb! really nice! no pics taken as we're too hungry hehe! Its RM25 and really worth trying! :) fantastik! :)

I went to search for something for my blackheads last few days in Midvalley, I thought of BodyShop as previously a friend of mine tried that tea tree series and his acnes are all gone! 

but the sales girl said tea tree series are those with serious acnes hehe. Hence, she introduced me the vitamin C scrubs. 

She said," you better start scrubbing before it turns into strawberry"

strawberry!!! T.T

After-grad Day 5

haha! yes! it is after-graduation Day 5! Today i accompanied Kenny to go to some clinic to do his medical check-up (prior to his employment in HP) ya! he got a job in HP, Cyberjaya, did i tell you about that? :) honestly, I'm really glad that he found a job, not to mention this is his first interview which he did not put much high hope on it and we were quite surprise! but of course, a good one! :)

we headed to MidValley thinking of watching some movies, Bounty Hunter maybe? hehe. but it turns out that it's only showing starting from tomorrow. >.< can't wait to see Gerard Butler! yummyes! haha. ya it is weird huh? it is showing already in Cathay! but why we decided to go to Midvalley today is because I have a COD to do at night in Sri Petaling, that's why~ *and i am currently out of cash :( not forget to mention my mom had cancelled both of my supplement credit card* aww~ how pathetic!

we had our 1901 dose today! :D its RM2.99 today! do you aware that? they sell their hotdog buns (only Chicago Beef and New York Chicken which i had them both haha!) yeah! it only happens once a month, which falls on every 19th of the month. :) and owh, a cup of fresh orange juice for an addition of RM1.

sometime it makes me ponder why they have those cities name for the hotdog? when will it be a Malaysia Fish bun? =D

we went to Jusco to get ourselves some fruit juice (our favorite) and came across a new one. =) RM5 for 2 litres! despite the cheap price, they have orange pulps in the orange juice! haha! just what we're looking for! 2  litres, and we have to finish it by tonight (two of us) as we dont have a fridge. teehee.

we were walking gleefully towards Gardens thinking of having our dinner in Sushi Zanmai, and then we walked past Domino's? guess what we saw?

PROMO for today! buy one Large pizza and get one Large pizza for free! RM32.80 for two Large pizza! the usual price is RM30 for 2 regular pizzas, but this? additional of RM2.80 for an exchange of 2 Large ones! wow! it really stopped us there! we were thinking, should we? or shouldn't we? 2 regular is okay for two of us, but 2 Large? can we finish it? =P well, we contacted another Si Gemuk (Kenny's housemate) and yes! we're taking that deeeealllll!!!

additional of some cheeseballs!

argh. you cannot imagine how strong the smell of cheese is when we're getting the two Large pizzas home!

i <3 Domino's to the last bite! =P

I'm officially graduated yeay!

yup yup! i am now officially graduated as i had done with my last paper on Friday itself. We were really busy on Friday after the paper, Grand Reflection, preparing gifts for the lecturers, compiling my file and writing my logbook (yes i know, i am lazy to not have them done at first, especially the writing the logbook thing), but hey! i was thinking that he doesn't need me to hand in mah, does this explain why to you? hehe.

anyway, you know what? i had made myself a logbook as i can't find my logbook anywhere -_-. so i had made myself one, both me and Christine. haha! we took papers, and stapled it as a book, with the front cover and stuffs! lol. you should have seen it, okay? It's like a primary-school-kid work. but i am friggin' proud! 

and then Bro Radzlan came around and look when I was crapping and bragged about my logbook. Oopsie. And he asked me what's that? hehehe. Hope he's not pissed when he saw this!

We have to get everything quickly done as we have a bowling thing going on on that particular day itself. We bought gifts for the lecturers, but sadly some of them are not around. and ouch! the rest made us cried! =( especially the one last hug. i'm gonna miss you loads!

honestly, i don't want to brag but indeed, they are really good lecturers! its my honor to study in CUCMS and having them taking care of me all these 4 years. They had taught me alot alot of things! academic wise or non-academically. I'm so glad i found this college and was exposed with all these activities including Terendak, PPD, disaster med and much more~~~

Wuu. T_T bye bye Cyberjaya. bye bye CUCMS, bye bye Cyberia (yippie! now i'm outta this effing sick place erwgh) bye bye Siva. >.< lol~

a bad start of a day.

i am so effing pissed off today. was waken up by some anonymous phone calls and i took it. there there. its some kind of calls from those 猪狗 you know what i mean? random phone calls, Malay man.

i kept saying "salah nombor" and he kept calling in. for Christ's sake! what the hell la, just leave me alone, you moron

my patience has a limitation, okay? on the 4th or 5th call, i say out loud "SALAH NOMBOR BAHHHH" wtf. i am really very pissed.

guess what? he called me back again and scolded me off. say "tanya lu baik baik you kurang ajar yada yada, pukimak kau yada yada..." 

i was like -.-" FUCK you, okay?

i cut the line. and he sent me a retard message. 

repeating what he said in the phone.

hello? please? i heard what you said in the fucking phone, so fuck off okay you fucking retard!

:(

there! my mood was ruined from there and then.  

Terendak :)

i'm off to Terendak (where you know, we used to have out military training there. bah!)

which is located in Malacca. 

its part of our clinical attachment. 

so, yeah. its a military hospital i supposed. 

toodles ppl. will not be around for like few days? by Friday, yes. 

my 4th week of attachment!

yup! my 4th week of attachment will be the happiest attachment so far! it is relaxing, and what's good, it satisfied my curiosity! hehe. what's that? 

i was attached for O&G (Obstetric and Gynaecology) for this week! =)

Bad thing is that i got a really complicated case as my first case, and I can't get to go on the second day as i have to prepare my PCIs where other of my groupmates went and witness a delivery. however, nothing to worry about as I had been granted with a lovely and considerate groupmates and they are very willing to wait till i get to see the whole delivery process myself. 

i get to witness the whole labour thing on Wednesday! :) 

Jane and I were waiting (as we're the two missing out on Tuesday) from 11am after clerking our case. C'mon c'mon, we're pursuading the babies to come out for us. Too bad, i guess we're not influential enough, they refuse to come into the world when we're around. after waited for like 1 hour and 30 minutes, we headed to grab our lunch at Sushi King, and some err, shoppings =x supposed to be a last minute shopping, i have to get my hair spray as i don't want to waste my money going to the saloon. We only get back to the delivery room at 3pm. =( guess what? the babies wanted to join us for Sushi King and all of them had already came out and had their first meal! argh. T___T 

I suddenly thought of a brilliant idea, hehe, which is checking their BHTs (Bed head tickets). check their dilation and the expected time, if its too late, i guess it does not worth the wait and we probably could make a return next day. I asked the doctor (omg, they are really helpful in aiding and guiding us: the lost sheep!) yupe, she told me this patient had a dilation of 7cm at 12noon, around 4pm they will do a check on the contractions. 

yippie! i shouted to myself. 

but err, honestly when i first saw, i was frightened and everything as i never thought that it can be that big! the hole, I say. 

after some wait, we see some nurses hurried into that particular labour room. I followed as well, trying to figure out what happen. OMG i see the head! i mean, from the hole! :D all my groupmates joined me and we're watching outside the labour room (with the sliding door opened lol). 

i can't exactly describe the whole magnificent event, but what i can say is that, i had watched the complete episode from the mother pushing hard, to the baby was born, to the baby's first meal, to the baby's weighing and clearing of BO, and to the removing of umbilical cord and placenta, and finally comes to the stitching. 

you'll feel the surge of joy immediately when you see the baby! no wonder Mothers willing to go through all these pain just to give birth to a baby, it really worth the pain. =)

not forget to mention, the mother had 3 abortions (due to complications) before and this is the first kid of hers. we are very proud of her and happy at the same time where she delivered a healthy, cute baby boy!

fyi, its 4.0kg! it is huge!!!

really, i felt so proud of women of all the world when i saw how much pain they had gone through during labour. and i think that males should always get to see how female go through this! 

our pain threshold are really high (KaeShih, 2010)

mom, love you to bits! <3 

p/s: will post up pics on my annual dinner, yeah? toodles.

Psychiatric ward for the week

I had been attached to the psychiatric ward for the whole week in HKL. yeah, it is superbly interesting, in fact, seeing all the patient with their madness and some are real adorable =) in such a way how they talk to us, and act. 

but when you go through their BHTs, you'll discover what a sad story behind every patient, on how they got mad and develop this psychosis in them. Some used to be a professor who used to be highly honored by everyone, some used to be a top student in engineering pursuing degree in Germany, some were due to their backgrounds, how their parents treated them. it is really sad, isn't it? 

Intan (one of my crazy coursemates ;)) had mentioned, it's kinda impossible for someone to go crazy if you have a strong religious belief, which i had really agreed alot. sometimes we human need guidance from God, as long as we believe in God, we will be led by his own ways and we can always stay away from Satan's grip. agree?

Today is Good Friday, where we commemorate the crucifixion of Jesus Christ and Sunday will be Easter day (yippie, Easter eggs!), where he rose from the death. 

yeap! I'm a Catholic and i'm proud of myself being born as a Catholic!

and im gonna drag him to go to church with me no matter wat! ngek ngek ngek~~~ 

My day could not be any more worse.

Today is Friday, which is the day i'm heading back to hometown.

it supposed to be a very happy day but...

i got everything packed and waited for Kenny to come over to pick me. We went for lunch in The Walk (our favorite spot) and order our favorite dish. For God's sake, the chicken in Crispy Fried Chicken Rice is not as huge as usual, which is kinda of disappointing. 

well, it couldn't be that bad, i mean, just meal. :)

next, we headed to LCCT. you know usually there are two flight time from KLto SDK, which is 0715am and 1745pm. however, the ticket i had bought earlier, it is stated as 1430pm,  i reckon they had another flight added in as its the peak season. so, well you know, fine then. we started our journey from Cyber to LCCT at 1455pm and we take our own sweet time driving. :)

everything started with my contact lens. i had no idea what's happening but my cons are fine when i'm in the car. dear insisted to accompany me for check-in and stuff, so we parked our car at the car park. the car park is real full! when we finally got ourselves a parking lot, it is kinda far away and its super hot under the sun! no choice :(

just when i was about to step out from the car after i opened the car door, i felt slight discomfort in both of my eyes, i guess some dust/whatever particles invaded both of my eyes. -.-" fine. i get off, and it is so effing hot outside. i get Kenny to blow, and i guess he blew real hard ('cos there's once he blew really soft and wtf, how the dust gonna get out if he's to blow softly. i commented that time, and here he is this time).

and tada. my contact lens dropped and had gone to nowhere. -.-" 

first surprise of the day. T_T

i removed the another one, and dumped it (yeah, i did not bring any extra contact lens with me back to hometown :( ) and started to wear my glasses. 

when i reached inside, i was checking which counter i should proceed to for check-in.

tada, second surprise. i cant't find my 1630pm flight to SDK! wtf. what i can see is only 1725pm flight to SDK. i was really astonished that time, you know. bad thoughts kept coming in, would it be my flight is canceled? would it be i clicked on the wrong destination? would it be another date? what do i do if i cant get home for CNY? what if they do not have a space for me in 1725pm flight? T_T

i started to panic, and i get some AirAsia crew to answer me why the hell my 1430pm is not there on the screen. :( he kept assuring me to go to that counter with 1725pm flight. and i insisted my flight is 1630 :(

i was told to go to some other counters, and they checked with me. luckily i save my booking number n they check for me. he said," time changed, please check in for the 1725pm one".

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ok lor. at least better than cannot get home, at all.

meanwhile, i'm still worry about my contact lens, afraid that it go into another side of my eyeballs :( dear and i went back to our parking space to look around to see if the contact lens had dropped off there. Voila! i found it hehehee. yeah, i agree that i am real brilliant. ;) so i can stop worrying about my cons get stuck in my eyeballs (as i experienced that once before =p)

to cut all the crap, my 3rd surprise is that..

i am sitting at the last row of the plane wtf. and you know? the last row seats are not adjustable. -.-" so i was sitting straight along this 2 hours and 45 minutes wtf. 

not to mention i am sitting in the middle, which means i have nothing to lean on without kacau-ing the other two passengers beside me. :(

to my surprise, there's alot of people waiting to go to the toilet in this flight (i never know Sandakan people really that "keen" in going to toilet). well, i was sitting right most behind, so its near to the toilet, which is a good thing. i waited till its available, and i get my way to the toilet. while in the toilet, i heard the sound of where they remind all passengers to put on their seatbelts. just right after that, there's an announcement made, asking all the passengers to remain seated with their seatbelts, and the whole plane become shaky, i guess its the clouds or something. it lasted quite some time, you know. i was thinking to wait the plane to return stable only i continue. but it goes continuously, and announcement made saying "you are not advised to go to the toilet right now" yada yada yada. 

i was like, wtf. im still in the effing toilet! ahhhhh! i quickly get my business done and went out. so malu :(

ok.

now im home. im grateful nothing big happened. :D

Phew, what a day. :)

Chinese New Year preparation :)

Chinese New Year (CNY) is just around the corner! :) can't wait to get home and gather with my family and close friends in my hometown, hee. 

despite the fact that i will be only going back for 1 week, my luggage is now already full, and i reckon i will be having a few of hand-carry with those bak-kwa, Chi-ku (Nga-ku here, i'm used to calling it Chi-Ku though Jacy reminded me it sounded funny, but indeed it is named as that! 茨菇～), and some ikea curtains (which is rolled and difficult to stuff into my luggage, too long =(

i just hope i don't look like some auntie from the faraway land bringing salted fish and sausages wtf. (i wont i guess =p)

my luggage is really full! bringing things back for mom, susan, sis, and everyone! hope they like what i got for them! :)

its the first time i got so many things back home and you know what, i am really thrilled about it! hehe, and my savings are all used up! T_T now Ah-Lun's golden quote on "never contribute" cannot apply on me anymore! yahoo. :)

can't wait! :)

幸福

他能让我感觉到幸福 :)